what is perfect?
ans: nobody/nothing is perfect. only god is.

anw, i don't really like my blog layout.well i'm not that impress by the layout(not that i can do one).i chose it cos i cldn't find a nicer one.even if i found one some stuffs will just screw things up.oh wella.

today haven been easy going. it was rather screwed up by my attitude. today was rather tiring and saddening. i wanted to meet up with florina but canceled it cos i tot i was going to accompany aloy to get his stuufs.but in the end a friend of his tag along.seriosly if i knew his friend was going with him i won't be thinking of going with him. i wld choose to go out with florina. is not like as if i'm choosing friends over boyfriend. but at certain time friends shld be more impt than boyfriends.(like today).i'm always the one canceling my outing with florina. and the reasons are usually the same one. i guess she won't have high hopes when i plan an outing.sigh.but i knw florina will definitely understand.

i guess i was kinda thrash today. its just not so my day. was supposed to be at aloy's place but he has some gathering. and so today i dint go to his place. came home by myself. and i was super hunger then. aloy and i were supposed to eat but because i was overwhelmed with anger i canceled it and said i want to go home. who is to be blame for my hunger?(ans: only me, myself and i) yup. oh wella. sometimes things will just not go your way.

recently i had been such a control freak. i keep asking dear a lot of questions and sometimes it will just pissed him of. oh wella. its just that insecure feelings that every girl has. which girl won't want their boyfriend to tell them everything with and hintings. sometimes i just wish you tell me more things. at least let me feel in it even if i'm not.

sometimes i dont even understand what on earth am i talking abt. i dont even understand my feelings. sometimes my feelings clt me.which is wrong.

i guess the all these disagreements with aloy. all comes down to communication break down.its not like as if we dont talk but we are not talking abt the right thing. the contrary is that we can live thru being together for 1yr 4 mths. and these problems have yet been solved. its been always there and i have yet to find the solution.

on a lighter note. i think mrs tan(my principal) is rather sweet.she gave the 4Express girls two pens which meant hardwork and a book mark which has inspiring message. i chose a never to give up bookmark.its black and one. she's really sweet.i rmb before my PSLE my then pricipal came the primary six girls a file and a clip.she paste a note on the file.(her maid helped her) that's still really sweet. i guess this is the one good thing that happened to me today(:

so after all these there's still some good.haha.yup.

(7:04 AM)